to my new love

The thing about you is you have the ability to make me happy with all the efforts you’ve done, and all are taken into account. I never find our simple conversations boring, they are always something i look forward to. Especially the yosi moments in your place. You are always more than enough to put a smile on my face.

Just now, playing that entire few seconds of you being naughty, funny, and ‘kups” and everything all at the same time are enough to make me happy..so much happy. It’s cute though, thinking about someone who can make my life a little lighter after some darkness that went by.

We talk about things, movies, music, politics, your past love, my past love, and everything about life. We could talk about endless topics. I know some of what you like and dislike. I know your love song for me. But right now, I just don’t know
where it would take us. Basta alam ko lang I fell in love..
And I simply cannot restrain myself from saying the 3 words. I fear that my heart will burst if I don’t. So I might as well, articulate it through writing.

I love you.

Yes, I’ll say it again, without shame, inhibition, and I will shout it from the mountain top:

I love you! I have loved before but it feels like it is a new love once again and this love is my first… I want you. Over and over in the waves – I want you. I want you. I want you. (God, I love writing these down!! Words just keep on coming because I am internally motivated to write.)

I want to cry out all these feelings to you. I want to be absolutely me in all my glory. I flourish, and I will continue to do so, and I would like you to be part of this.. Right now, and forever.. right now and tomorrow and the days after that..

Thanks for coming into my life and making me feel in love again. But why do I love you? Could it be because of your exceptional character, kupal but funny? Could it be because of your overall personality? Could it be because you make me happy (in all aspects)?

Yah, maybe. I really don’t know. But those things are not what I’m concerned of and I am not aware that these could be reasons for loving you.

Hmm, let me give another rationale, I love you for one big, beautiful reason — a reason that encompasses a multitude of many wonderful reasons.

I love you because you came in the right time and created a different perception of what I believe and live in.(Although I would like to apologize for being complicated in the last few months.) My life has changed in a simpler but cute kinda way. Haha. I love this feeling!

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